I'm still going to smile

Like a broken bottle,
I know i can still be useful,
I know my tears is just for a while,
the world is deaf to the voice of my endless cry,
day and night i try,
to live like all is fine and fantastic,
but within me the fire is burning,
with every breath I'm hurting,
with every step I'm closing in,
as i wander like a lost chick,
i know I'm still going to smile someday 
Cause my faith is renewed by the knowledge of the rising CHRIST.